Monday, September 13, 2010
Long..
It been long since i post on this blog ; haha
1 year finishing already so fast ; army going 1 year .
This year learn alot things and life ; Knowing that should really cherish what people mean ; those small little words ; i was really impacted ; i forget where i get this but i know it is in a service or cg ; Small little words / sentence like i'm so happy that you came ; mean so much ; i rmb before my aunt when in unconscious , she said to me guoxiang why so free come and visit me in hospital , no work ? i reply i came because you sick ; and you took care of me for 4 years ; she laugh and say heard all this i'm so touch , never waste my effort of taking care of you this few years in my house ( in chinese ) ; after that she tears . The moment is so clearly that i will not forget for my life ; cause after that day ; she went unconscious the next morning ; i tear and ask my mum why so sudden ; she so kind so good so friendly ; but got cancer last stage and when into suffering for 9 days and dont rmb anyone ; and follow on passed away .
I know myself that i dont really cherish what she said to me during tat day ; as she say she so happy that i came ; but i know after she pass away ; it meant alot to her ; or i should say it meant alot to me too .
Knowing that people should not just do when a person is not here already ; or should i say cherish what a person say after he / she is gone . just like the phrase so happy that you came ; if anyone would say to me now ; i will reply i'm so happy to see you too . cause no one will know what is going to happen next ; my aunt really change me alot ; she is one that i cannot left out in my life ; so important so highly and a character of i should learn . it been so long ; its so hard to let go ; just like holding on the rope which is just 10 cm away from the ground before i drop ; just could not let go of it . knowing my hand will pain as i held on ; knowing feeling more relax when on the ground but nothing since been changing . (:
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