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Long..

2010-09-13T22:03:00.004+08:00

It been long since i post on this blog ; haha

1 year finishing already so fast ; army going 1 year .

This year learn alot things and life ; Knowing that should really cherish what people mean ; those small little words ; i was really impacted ; i forget where i get this but i know it is in a service or cg ; Small little words / sentence like i'm so happy that you came ; mean so much ; i rmb before my aunt when in unconscious , she said to me guoxiang why so free come and visit me in hospital , no work ? i reply i came because you sick ; and you took care of me for 4 years ; she laugh and say heard all this i'm so touch , never waste my effort of taking care of you this few years in my house ( in chinese ) ; after that she tears . The moment is so clearly that i will not forget for my life ; cause after that day ; she went unconscious the next morning ; i tear and ask my mum why so sudden ; she so kind so good so friendly ; but got cancer last stage and when into suffering for 9 days and dont rmb anyone ; and follow on passed away .

I know myself that i dont really cherish what she said to me during tat day ; as she say she so happy that i came ; but i know after she pass away ; it meant alot to her ; or i should say it meant alot to me too .

Knowing that people should not just do when a person is not here already ; or should i say cherish what a person say after he / she is gone . just like the phrase so happy that you came ; if anyone would say to me now ; i will reply i'm so happy to see you too . cause no one will know what is going to happen next ; my aunt really change me alot ; she is one that i cannot left out in my life ; so important so highly and a character of i should learn . it been so long ; its so hard to let go ; just like holding on the rope which is just 10 cm away from the ground before i drop ; just could not let go of it . knowing my hand will pain as i held on ; knowing feeling more relax when on the ground but nothing since been changing . (:

(:

2009-12-11T00:55:00.001+08:00

Bowling anyone tmr ?? FRIDAY !

13 Nov

2009-11-13T20:11:00.001+08:00

Life is getting boring i think so lifeless D:

BOringgggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

4 Nov

2009-11-04T01:31:00.002+08:00

Hmmm ; dun know why ; just rmb 1 year is reaching again ; rmb the last time we met ; hahaha ; i sound so emotional ; but i did regret letting it go ): life is still better n good everyday n getting better n better just that i know i should not let it go ; hoping u r good best happy hahahaha ; just like a few more days n 1 year pass ; hahaha really wish tat u r good , although u quitted school ;

Okay shall not be so emotional ; that was the past but i still regret LOL ! was working working working ; so fast one day pass 2 day pass ; i left with 2 - 3 days more work to go and i will be in church as doing bm this time ; aaron bday this friday ; sat going eat with him n my mum ; hmm wondering where will we go hahahah ! he is going olderrr ; so old than me LOL ! But i still thinking if time could go back n i did not let it go ; i wont be in church too ; maybe i'll spend time with u and not in church ; everything have 2 side of view ; good and bad ; same as life ; same as things u r doing now ; no one know what will happen too hahaha ; for now n for past n future ; as i said to what jamie asked me ; what i see myself in 10 years time ; the ans wont change nor will have an ans ; the ans is forever a i dun know cause i dun really plan far for myself ; happy more important to me :D

29 Oct

2009-10-29T02:12:00.002+08:00

Today same just that was working at night ; hmm woke up at 6 pm or 7 pm ? starting was okay thinking of work and thinking how to survived till 1030am and the uncle did it everyday staying so awake.
Take bus to work ; took a 74 with no air con was rather good cause it make me think of the past ; so cooling if u were sitting down and not standing up ; the bus was packed but i was not late so lucky hahaha ! Computer was fixed by aaron i think as usual cause i dun really know computer things . thats all i think was too bored tats y i blog LOL !

After so long

2009-10-26T02:48:00.002+08:00

Hahhaa ; felt like un-delete the blog haha ; now i'm not allowing anyone see my past blog ; they miss it = miss it hahaha ! O is later alot ppl is stress ; i dont know how what is stress or how to express stress but i know they are feeling not gd ; thinking of doing well and may not do well or scared of not doing well ? no one know ; haha !

I left with 5 Months 5 days :D

Woo back to same spot

2009-07-01T09:34:00.002+08:00

Cfm that going to work from sat onwards already ; life is going back to how i was last time but just this time was having more $ in hand LOL !! For the past few days was doing nothing just playing game game n game . life is getting so boring . arr ~ got nothing to blog hahah !

Longest 2 weeks in my life .

2009-06-29T05:04:00.002+08:00

Firstly , starting of the week , never go for camp and though was just church but accident do happen , ken suddenly cant make it , all of us rush down to hospital to see him the last time . He dint make it , all of us was very sad . Looking in the past , and never notice i already know u for around 4 years , time pass just like a blink . Thinking was fast , thinking infront was a long way to go . We always say friends are forever but now i think friends is for how long we live and memory is forever kept in our heart . Have funeral till wednesday , he was burned at mandai . Just hope his family will be fine after his death .
Secondly , Personal problem . hahah ! Just hope she can go in peace and not suffer .

Thanks for the people who wrote the card. People everytime say why so unlucky to be sick or down . But i think it should be lucky that u are sick and down so u know there is a group of people that care for you in your circle of friends .

Satursday went back church , service was okay ; tears did roll down maybe cause i was still thinking of ken and cant let it go maybe ; friends are rather important in our life but i rmb someone that say how we are today , is by what we see , learn and experience that made us what is us today . Maybe he pass away is a big big stone infront of me and i need to remove the stone by myself and after the stone , i'll learn more and maybe even can see things better .

Ken R.I.P 19.06.09

Night Mare

2009-06-21T06:16:00.003+08:00

Currently time now is 6:16 am .
Dint went for zone camp ; starting was just working but things just pop out and no one expected it . Mood went down for everyone ; went to see him again before went back to work place .
Ytd , most of the people went down to town to drink cause it was not a mood for drinking , everyone was down , the place just down very moody . .

Dun know what to blog . haha

Morning

2009-06-16T07:26:00.002+08:00

Its morning now ; and i haven sleep . They are going to hospital to visit ken later in the noon , just hoping that his health have improve . Did not do much this days , fred came back from taiwan , watched movie with him and even a serious movie he could luff. haha ! Many many many things happen hahahah ! Words cant say it all :D

Power House

2009-06-09T01:35:00.002+08:00

Stayover in church cause have to report in church at 6 am , woke up at around 5 + , played around and gather . Duty was relax due to it was bm. Haha ! ! During powerhouse my mind is thinking for ken healing and hoping the 2 operation will be fine and speedy recover for him . After powerhouse have debrief and went to kfc to eat . Went back up church place chair and fall aslp soooooooooooon. Haha ! think that all ?

Drinking

2009-05-26T05:33:00.001+08:00

For Christians who enjoy drinking, drink. For Christians who don’t, don’t drink.
For Christians who don’t drink and see others drinking, don’t judge them.
For Christians who drink and see those who don’t drink not drinking, drink their share

Thoughts

2009-05-15T23:52:00.003+08:00

Today i've stayed home for the whole day and suddenly for no reason i rmb what have happen for the last years and was wondering how did i pass my life like this and so fast . The past was talking , overnight , drinking , lanshop , find problem and shouting around with friends and see how friends turn bad or friends become like no link anymore. Other than that alot things still pass my mind , somethings that words cant explain nor action can explain . But just really sometime wonder why i did that in the past and thinking now if people doing it infront of me , i'll say hahahaha ! so stupid LOL ! . Just wondering people do change but the people will know they changed ?? haha ! ~

CMPB

2009-05-12T18:56:00.002+08:00

Today was a very fun day for me ; running around CMPB ; first reaching there was quite lost wondering where should i head for but after awhile i found the place , its a so small when u first see it but there is a walk way by the side which lead to more place and realli fun. .
First of the things i need to do is a photo taking ; was so funny cause the guy spray alot water on my hair and comb it all up which cause me to look like a P1 student going to have a side parting , so funny . hahahah .. After that went for blood test , they gave me a injection and it pain like a red ant bite u and dun let go ; after he pull the needle out , my blood spilt out and i say to him HAO TONG . . . There is so many stations there and i rmb i did a quiz more than 1 hours . The quiz have like 6 - 8 parts , each part contain around 20 - 30 question and i went in at around 230 and leaving the room at around 330 . . After that went home and now blogging MUAHAHAH

Time : 7:06pm

:D

2009-05-06T04:34:00.003+08:00

Alot things happen this few days ; shall cut short , got in to BM in church , sunday service was really great , the pastor was just so amazing that if you were the first time in church , you will be saying wow this is so special ! haha ! i also dun know what i did this few days , yesterday , monday , went to bishan with my sister , ate pizza hut with her than walk around , went to geylang lorong 25 i think , to check somethings and train back home .
This few days may happen alot things but recall back , dun know what have happen , WHAHAH !

Time : 4:36am

(:

2009-05-02T02:47:00.004+08:00

Oh i should start blog from wednesday ?? hahaha ; happened alot things this few days , on wednesday went for movie with friends , after that go for dinner and take away some taohuay for my family. In late night , i got a call from noni and inform me that i'm in BM , although it was not a choice that i really wanted but i know that i was inside for a reason ^^
On thursday ; slept at around 9 am and got up on 4 pm , went to church for 24 meetings , it was so powerful man , felt so great after that ; got home in the morning and most of the people was saying ' why got bed dun want slp , stay over in church ' whahahahha ! but the stay over was quite fun :D
On friday did nothing much ? Sleep wake up play computer . whahahah !

Lastly who is felise ? ? And note please not the 24 some of u thinking WHAHAHHA !

Bad day

2009-04-29T00:59:00.002+08:00

Woke up around 12 + and start saying crap to my mum and went back to sleep again. Woke up again at around 2 + and ate lunch , slack at home , dint realli did alot things today but i meet my DnT teacher , mr alfred goh under my block , talked to him awhile , he say he is having re-service right now and asking what i'm doing now. He is such a good teacher :D

Tired.

2009-04-27T14:18:00.005+08:00

Shall start from yesterday ; was at church from 645 to around 9 pm. Was very tired ; did opening for BMT and went for BMT , half way of the BMT almost fall aslp and kept talking to nic just to keep myself awake. After BMT was taking the cert , was quite exciting hahaha. Went for service last section of the sermon and went for lunch , had lunch with weiliang , alvin and andy cause the other side have no space to sit. Went back to church waited for celebration for pastor lia , after that rushed off to do things and slept at around 12 am haha.
Woke up at 2 pm today , slept more than 14 hours but still very tired , did nothing at night ; rejected ris , not playing dota ; its been long since i played dota , when is my next game ??

Its 2 am now and i cant sleep , should i go for a jog O.O

Badminton :D

2009-04-25T23:08:00.002+08:00

wow man ; woke up at 8 am , was slacking on my bed till around 9 + and my mum ask me go eat breakfast. After breakfast , bath and went go church. Was doing the cards and see zone F service ; after their worshipping , went for lunch with alvin n andy. Service was good , sitting at the third row , after service rush down to alvin's house , get racket and went to cc played badminton , badminton was fun cause hitting ben and he kept trying to hit me. Hahaha, recieve sms got usher in the morning for BMT , going to slp now if not i cant wake up ):
Tata ! ~

Having Fun !

2009-04-24T23:35:00.002+08:00

Slept at around 8 + in the morning and woke up at 2 pm cause weiliang called me ; eat lunch with my mum , bath and went to NP to find weiliang and i saw meow guan , took bus to church , went for D10 CG. Its was so good , people was having fun in the 10 cents coin game. Went Bedok to have dinner with weiliang , my cousin and his 2 friends. Got food for people but don't know who eating it. Got home bath and hopefully i can sleep before 1 am today. haha

At last !

2009-04-24T06:54:00.001+08:00

wow ; was trying to make a blog in the mid night. It was so hard than i expected. Thanks to alvin for helping me bit by bit and i got my blog ready. ROFL ! Felt so sudden that i got a blog. Just finish editing and linking some people. Think i shall catch a early sleep now and see what is on for me later in the noon :D And just rmb , sebas is going in army today , wondering how is he now. hahaha ; when is my turn ?? ROFL !